I have always been a homebody. Since I moved out of the house when I was 19 to strike out on my own until now. My most serene and happy moments are spent here with you, even if we aren't doing much of anything.
Just creating an ambiance at home with soft music and the sounds of your toys (as obnoxious as those sounds can become) and you two playing quietly together while I tidy up gives me great satisfaction.
On the other hand, I am extremely distractible and have next to no attention span so I find myself writing this note to you when, in fact, I should be tidying up the house and getting dinner ready. This gives me a huge amount of anxiety. I am struggling with how to manage this anxiety. I can't seem to pin it down.
Love you,
Mommy
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